SUCKSEED and MILLI AND NATHAN!

don't 4get to watch these movies because it's freakin' damn AWESOME! 

SUCKSEED!!

                                                              

MILLI and NATHAN~

Nasi Lemak !!!

I reaally love this movie la! no racism! NAMEWEE rawks!! do watch this video! really 1 Malaysia pnya la!!
just click this link so you can see this AWESOME movie!! no tipu2 pnya ma!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdeJy3RFRUE&feature=player_embedded

Jay Park~

I really love this man, Jay Park a.k.a Park JaeBeom! he's my man =P although he's a solo singer now, it's ok. I still love him! I like him because he's a rapper, he can breakdance and he is so CHARMING! wow! really love ya!

Jay Park ^DEMON^

this is why i love him!

she's beautiful!

I knew C-ute group since I was 11 years old, and 1 of 5 of them is the same age as me! Her name is Hagiwara Mai. I really impressed with her because she can sing and dance well, FYI, she's cute! Her fashion is so cool and i like it! I like their mv too!

love her style!

Mai with her cute dress~

Mai with one of her member, Nakajima Saki.

long time!

wow! I didn't update my blog for 5 months! that's amazing, but now I have the time, I'm sure I will update my blog every TIME man! My PMR exam is over, now I can enjoy every day! (just for this year only) =P k, gtg. gonna play SDO with ECAKK! Doodles~

                                                                              
                                                               

SDO!

I feel sad.

I really don't like when my own family don't understand me. They know I'm the youngest, so they don't really respect me. I don't like it. I'm also a person, slave to God, I'm weak. I need attention from them, so I can move on forward to reach my goal. I'm sad, they don't even understand me, I'm in pain, they don't even know why I always get mad easily, they didn't want to hear my explanation. They don't even know about me. I always love them, but they just letting me do it alone without them to accompany me each in every step. Maybe I always being rude to them, but I have reasons. They think I do it without any purpose. I hate when people say to me like that. Every each thing that I do, I have a reason to do it. Not just for fun. Right now, I'm really sad.

feel guilty.

I feel guilty when I did smething wrong . The truth , I'm not really kind . I'm cruel , bad . I always said smthing horrible . It makes me feel guilty ! I cant take it anymore ! I need to CHANGE ! I don't want to be the old me again . I want smething new . That can make me happy , kind to other person . Not  be a backstabber ! errggh ! only my own God can help me ! ya ALLAH ! put me in the rght way ! Amin !