you're so afraid of taking chances , how you gonna reach the top .

mayb life is not like you want it to be , but if you always remember your God , insyaAllah , God will give us what we want . that is the best way , u know . i'm not a perfect person , not totally smart , not so beautiful , but , I worth it . I don't lke to compete , but sometimes , my surroundings want me to do it and I'm not strong enough to get away from it , and I just take it . that's my problem . I just want to be a simple person , that who I want it to be , like  be kind to evrybody , help them when they need us , support them , gve smething that make them be motivated , don't show off , just shut the mouth and just say if its important . don't gossip , don't tell rumour of something that was mean , smething that can humiliate someone else . I just want to be a simple person . I want success in my lfe , but i don't lke to cmpete . I just want to do the work , mayb I'm just keep my mouth shut in the class or any place , but i like it , cuz that is me . I like to be in love with smebody that concern about me , take care of me , always motivate me in life , study , that is cool . LOL . and that is me . I like to play in the class than gossiping . I also gossip smetimes , but I really want to STOP ! cuz that is reaaaallly bad and I just want to be myself . I like to sing , dance , read . It gives me inspiration to do a lot of things . like sensation . i don't like to be rude to anybody , cuz I also don't like someone talking rudely to me . I HATE IT ! sometimes , u don't like to be reminded , cuz it is feel like u can't do it by yourself , you can't change yourself to be a good person . although I always doing something late , but it doesn't mean that I don't want to change it . I want my like to be beautiful . I want to go to heaven !